When the stars scream

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Hmmm, I finally have a blog now. I mean, a nice one. School will be closing in three days. Or should I say I am still left with 3 more days of exams? I suppose this is one of the “dunno whether to cry or celebrate” moments. But I shall be happy. (:

Anyways, I have to get something straight. Blogging IS fun. It is like your online diary. I bet you, no body would really read this. Or come here. Ahahaha!

Oh btway, I need to stop being so imbecile. EXTREME CHIVALRY leads to NOTHING except for more problems. Everything is going well for now. I shall also learn how to lower my expectations, for it only ends up in DISSAPOINTMENT. I will not expect anything from anyone.
I wont treat anyone as though I own them or something. Really stupid, coz it shatters your heart. Foo, I am so SUAYYY! (;

I shall begin to treat my next 30 905 days with due respect. EVERYDAY is AWESOME. Remember to smile!
THANK YOU GOD :D

OOOOOH, and guess what? Wednesday is gonna be a good day! Wednesday is gonna be a good good day, be there! WHOOOHOOOO! I will be meeting someone special!(:

I AM HAPPY now. Counting on all my blessings. Except that I am praying feverently that we won’t get into trouble. Woe betide anyone who dares to upset me now. Well, now that you have bade me begone, bygone shall be bygones.

I have been selfish; I will try my best to save you this time.

But I don’t feel the same way about you anymore. Maybe my extreme passion has waned away, maybe has been washed away with my tears. Times have changed, and so have we. You’d be surprised at my new personality. Yes, I am much stronger. I can bear heavier burdens. Remember how people used to treat us with contempt, with repugnance. Maybe we might last. Maybe my prayer has been answered.

But that is a big bet on my task, on our future. Let us stand by and watch the time flying! (;

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