When the stars scream 
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Thursday, May 27, 2010
 
I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
You smile, there you were and I was gone
I always will remember how I felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one for me 
i am scared too. i cant say. no body will understand. i cant even talk this to anyone. everyday i gasp and cry to God, hoping that you will open your eyes to the "truth that stands out clear from error". I did that even during the fasting month... but... idk. i still have faith in Allah. maybe time will heal everything.
i still cant believe i let go of you and ...
this world is truely shitty, i am bloody hating those soldiers who visited that hut a few centuries ago. i feel like mashing thier ******* faces.
omgod, i cant believe i have started using all these type of words.
anger, i suppose? hatred. 
my heart leapt on  2:55 AM